zac efron chasing geese
The more I listen to "Who I Am" the more it sounds like Bon Jovi. In a good way. IDK. It makes sense, if he's having a Springsteen phase, 'cause I'm pretty sure Springsteen divided by Jonas Brother wasn't ever gonna be anything other than Bon Jovi.

!!!!!!Awkward segue time!!!!!!

Speaking of Bon Jovi, Yuletide authors have been revealed, which means my fic is up in hectorfic now and you should all go read it and tell me how awesome I am. I haven't written Bon Jovi in forever, Jon/Richie in longer than that, but I'm pretty happy with it, SO.

I have a killer headache today and I didn't even drink last night. AWESOME.
nicole anderson, b&w, big hair
Dear Yule Goat:

Number one, thank you!

Number two, I am an extremely easy person to please! There are a few things I always always love - lots and lots of kissing, wacky hijinks, adorable/witty (or character-thinks-he's-witty-but-not-so-much) banter, cracky premises - and only one thing I can think of that I never do - character bashing.

Number three, for a better idea of the fic I like, check out my poorly-maintained recs list, [livejournal.com profile] fic_saurus, [livejournal.com profile] heygirlfriends, and [livejournal.com profile] blackwayfarers. If seeing what I write is any help, that's all here

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nicole anderson, b&w, big hair
So my Yuletide story is the best thing ever written, oh my God. I want to, like, cry for an hour, and hug everything forever.

It's here, and it's Kevron, and it's amazing. Like. Amazing.
nicole anderson, b&w, big hair
OMG I finished the stupid Yuletide fic. In one stupid sitting (well, three or four, if you count the time it took to get the first stupid hundred words out). Apparently all I needed to do was go work out a bit so my brain would shut off and then reboot in the appropriate mode. IDK. Once it started flooding out I wondered why I ever stopped writing for this fandom in the first place. So, awesome. It's all uploaded and everything, so hopefully I will be less of an anxiety mess (I spent most of the day in bed. That is a giant red flag. And then I spent the rest of today berating myself for spending most of the day in bed, which is also bad).

I feel like garbaaaage. I've had the migraine aura since I woke up from my nap, and the actual headache finally joined it.
nicole anderson, b&w, big hair
Yuletide deadline is tomorrow; I have 100 words of a fic I've been trying desperately, and failing, to find any desire to write. Plus I'm feeling kind of shitty about myself and my writing this weekend; the former kind of inexplicably, the latter for a reason.

The goodish news is, every time I sit down to work on the Yuletide fic, my [livejournal.com profile] sodamnskippy exchange fic grows another hundred or so words. And that one's actually good, so.

Quick, someone invent a challenge with a deadline tonight. Maybe if I think of it as procrastination in and of itself the Yuletide fic will want to get written.