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Apr. 25th, 2008 09:45 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hector_rashbaummy anxiety's so bad I haven't left the apartment except to grocery shop, and only then when I absolutely run out of food (when breakfast, lunch, and dinner yesterday was pancakes made from mix that's been in the cupboard since before I moved, with a couple scoops of protein powder mixed in to beef it up a little, around 11 pm...yeah). I can't even leave my room if the roommate's in the living room/kitchen. hell, it's getting increasingly iffy to even just talk to people online
I suppose I can list this as the reason I've got a stack of applications I filled out two weeks ago I haven't brought in. if there weren't places with online applications I'd be no closer to getting a job than the day I got here. not that I've actually filled out many of those. but. yeah.
My parents think I've been dutifully applying and going to interviews. They also think my credit card debt is manageable. And probably that I'm capable of functioning like an adult.
Joke's on them.
Oh wait.
I suppose I can list this as the reason I've got a stack of applications I filled out two weeks ago I haven't brought in. if there weren't places with online applications I'd be no closer to getting a job than the day I got here. not that I've actually filled out many of those. but. yeah.
My parents think I've been dutifully applying and going to interviews. They also think my credit card debt is manageable. And probably that I'm capable of functioning like an adult.
Joke's on them.
Oh wait.
