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I've been fired from my childcare job. So...whee.

I still work in the fitness center, so I'm not totally devoid of income, but...eh. It's my fault, so...eh. Just a big eh.

But.

One of my professors - one of my favorite professors, she was my basic web professor and I have her for advanced web right now - e-mailed me a couple days ago about an internship opportunity that had been sent her way.

(in the e-mail she mentioned the "do you have any students who'd be interested?" e-mail made her think of me because I "seem quite literary". omg)

So I e-mailed her back to tell her I was interested, and this actually couldn't come at a better time, so she passed my name on to the people who sent her the posting and I have a meeting tomorrow morning. I don't know if it's a paid internship or not, but at least it's something to do other than sitting around and wallowing.

I also have a meeting at work tomorrow. Whee busy.

(which reminds me, I haven't been filling out a time card for the fitness center, 'cause I usually fill out my time card in child care, and I was waiting to get everything worked out...so I've got a month of unpaid Saturdays behind me. Whee)

I had this giant attack of self-loathing last night. That was fun. And I slept like shit...kept waking up, pillows and stuffed animals and blankets all over the place. Awesome.

EnviroSci has managed to inspire this odd mix of apathy and hatred in me. I care so little about the class it actually pisses me off I have to get up and go every Tuesday and Thursday. Plus the class website is the least-intuitive piece of crap I've ever encountered. Every time I check it I get angrier and angrier. Someday soon I'll go to class and shove the professor against the wall and demand he let me redesign it.

I've had too much coffee this morning, I'm gonna be a mess later. I've been trying to cut down on caffeine because I realized my random little depression attacks usually come after a lot of caffeine, so...yeah. But for some reason I felt like having two cups today, and the dining hall downstairs has no decaf. Ugh.

I'm in a weird headspace today. Whee.