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I am proud of myself today! I had a bad anxiety attack at work and just...kept working, right through it, kept being friendly and charming and awesome. I got all my loyalty cards for the day while I was mid-freakout, plus a few donations for Unicef. That's pretty huge for me.

I was freaking out because after a shitty horrible morning (I went to bed doped up on Tylenol PM last night thinking I didn't work until 5:30 pm. Got woken up at 10:30 with a phone call - apparently I was supposed to be in at 10 am. Sooo I had to spring out of bed and rush to get ready while trying to shake off my tylenol hangover. Shitty wakeup, shitty traffic, fun fun fun) the hiring manager from Lane Bryant came in while I was working. We had a little chat and then she asked me to recommend some toys for her 3-year-old nephew (and then bought what I recommended, because I rock at toys), and the whole time we were talking she didn't mention the job at all and I was all ;_______;

Cue freakout! It made total logical sense for her to not bring it up then, I was working, but logic has no place in anxiety.

Anyway I went in after work and she offered me the job so now I have two jobs yay.