Jan. 21st, 2010

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I started work again yesterday, which is mostly a good thing, except for the part where I have to spend eight hours a day with someone I've hated since seventh grade (sometimes the world is too small), the coworker who obsessively matchmakes (and even if any of her suggestions were good, even if I were into the idea of dating guys right now [I am definitely more bisexual than I use to be, but not enough that I think "bisexual" is a more accurate descriptor than "lesbian"], how obvious she makes it what she considers "in my league" is SO BAD for my self-esteem, oh my God), and the guy who is mostly cool until he gets all Wise (I think most people have a phase where they have applied their superior common sense to all the world's problems and figured out how to fix them, except all their solutions come from massive privilege while simultaneously ignoring the existence of privilege, and none of them hold up when scrutinized. That's where he is.)

Also the part where I've been so tired the past two days I'm amazed I can still form words. My job requires no thought, so I spend all day writing fic in my head, but by the time I get home I can barely remember any of it, much less write any of it down. I've finished the Kevin/JWalk college AU something like six times in my head, and written a sequel (with fanmix!) for When I'm Around Her, and this really awesome (not to toot my own horn, but ~toot toot~) angsty Mike/Kevin high school AU, and none of it is ever going to get written because by the end of the day tomorrow I am going to collapse and sleep forever.

If that doesn't happen, though, only one person responded when I posted this drabble meme, so if you a) like my writing and b) would like to see my ego remain unbruised, there is still PLENTY OF ROOM to ask for something

I am on this big emo-ballad kick lately, and I wish that Vh1 show that hidden-cameras people singing in their cars was still on because I think my Everything We Had/What A Catch Donnie performances would earn me a spot for sure.